lost....

I am in a lost..
I don't really know where is my direction,
I don't know what I should do to make it better..
Tear falling from my eyes in the middle of the night,
Always think of you, the person that I care the most..

I always asking myself...
why I am always the one who are waiting..
I am not that greedy..
All I want is just a text or little concern..
When there is lack of caring..
I think, i should know the answer..
is so clear in my heart..

I have no confident to hold on anymore..
All I received was disappointment..
I am hurt enough I think...
Today, might be the day that I wanna let go my hand :(((

I can't bear to let you go,
But I can't bear to let myself crying silently every night too..
There must be one conclusion for us..
To let us run out from all these suffer..
Still thanks a lot for all the happiness u gave...
Will keep the nice memory and stay healthy always...

BYE MY DEAR :(((((((